Dear Rita and others,
I'm Diana and I'm years old. I love my ma so much and I want her to be happy but I'm not happy with her so called boyfriend. They met in a car wash a few months ago and then he asked her out etc
It was nice until a few weeks ago when he acted like a
I asked "Hey (mom's boyfriend) where's my ma?"
He said "She went out. She'll be back in an hour sweetheart" and then he winked.
I thought why did I bother asking this jerk? Something about him makes me so uncomfortable. The first time I saw him I was like NO!
It turned out my ma went out to buy some stuff so she can cook dinner. When she got home I helped her make dinner whatever. (I seem like a brat I know but I'm so disgusted these days...)
My ma was about to clean up the dishes and I said "no I'll do it." (She looked beat so she went to rest in her room)
As I was cleaning the dishes comes in and starts to talk to me about my life and my friends...
I told him my friends are cool and we like to do this and that. That's when things got awkward.
He asked "do you have a boyfriend?"
I said "don't worry about it"
"well he's lucky" he said
"I don't have one!" (I felt like he tricked me into admitting this.)
I looked over my shoulder and he's smiling. He's creepy. I get really scared when he's still staring at me as he slowly stands up and walks toward me. I look away and wash faster..but then he's behind me grabbing the sponge from my hand. I froze and I almost cry because I felt so stuck and in danger.
"Want me to help?" he asked
"No" I whispered scared I'd anger him
he whispered back "ok" close to my face and backed away from me.
That night I couldn't sleep. The days after that when he came were even more intense. Is this sexual abuse? I feel like my life is being controlled. I don't wanna tell my mom I'm uncomfortable with because that would upset her. He's coming next week and my mom wants me to always be around when he visits otherwise it would be rude.
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